First Blog: 201 Journal EntriesReading back entries of my first three blogs that are still intact, I am amazed at my own evolution, not as a writer, but as a person. I am far less angry and much more carefree. However, a lot of my abilities as a creative writer are no longer being tapped. I believe a big part of that is because I no longer need to escape from my real life.
Second Blog: 92 Journal Entries
Third Blog: 808 Journal Entries
That is 1101 journal entries, which doesn't include the Diaryland account I once had nor the one time I deleted everything in my account.
Past blogs, for me, are embarrassing. I'm ashamed of how angry I was and how rudely I spoke of others/to others. Part of me wants to delete them all. I really don't see how that would be a bad idea. I'll chew on that for a while. I think it would be therapeutic to delete the past, very Eternal Sunshine for the Spotless Mind.
For now, I would like to apologize to my long time readers for the crude words I have typed for years on end. I do not like making excuses for my actions, so all I can offer is my regards.